Thursday, March 1, 2012

Love is momentary


Love is momentary
A sense of existence
Of perception
It cannot be defeated
It controls you
Gets you down on your knees
Gives you the ecstasy of living
A momentary emotion
Overwhelming you
Whelming you
You’ll worship it
And of addiction you shall drink
Get tipsy and drunk
Read your mind as a heart
As a pump of emotions
A glitter of a life rush
A rush of existence
Of domination
Kisses and touches and clicks
Chemistry and sparks and fireworks ahead
A burning sensation
A burning cessation
What will this lead you to?
Where would it take you?
Fireworks endlessly splashing the sight of my eyes
Drifting me into a field of finger nails
Splitting and stoking the faces of all the men
All the men that loved
The faces are all mine
The faces are nowhere
12.25
Thursday, March 1, 12

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Ten Minutes

again

life

my endless topic of life..

and never ending questions !

love makes life, but does life make love ?

a new quest

a question

rising in a horizon of green skies

above and under

like nothing else

it's a circle, one that never ends and perhaps

perhaps

perhaps it shall never end

ten mintues is all i asked for !

for you

not for me..

ten minutes

you

alone

empty space

ideas, all ideas, thrown away

like the way you kick a ball thrown at you

only you

people, dismissed

a jury

a jury of self exploration

a class of no students

no one

a full room

a fullfilled soul

and presence

presence of a single person

you

only you

where all else is dismissed

and thou are in full solitude

the music of your soul is what you shall hear

a sound of inner peace

a discussion between two

an inner world

and an outter person

this is a mintue of solitude

a second of your lifetime

where one person is worth it all

one person

a person who isn't you

but is your inner self

a pationate

loveing

peacful

decent

inner self !

and there

you shall find him,

lying inside

resting in peace

in peace

peace

yes, peace

for war doesn't exisit

and conflicts never existed

a spirit of the whole runs the place

a spirit of the whole runs in the place

a deep ocean of waters

and a drop of water he is

but the sea he could see

and the ocean he could yet be

are you there?

you can ask around!

check

maybe look

you may percieve

but you might also watch

watch

observe

and read

read him

read

read

re-read him

again and again

and concentrate

who are you?

ask him

and in a second of ultimum communication

observation

love

and care

know him!

introduce your self as the outter frame of a life

a life once created to be

and you altered to remain

and never been able to make it live

let him introduce him self

by being silent

by being

simply being

time will run by

a needle will pinch your heart

a heart that was frozen

a soul that was never explored

feeling you've never heard of

moments no one thought of

you have successfuly met your self !

experiment is over..

but a whole life time of living

not only living but being

a life time has just began

one that is here now

one that has always been

and shall always be ...

YOU

from my deepest heart, and all i ever felt for you...

for you

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

FeeLinGs

tik tak - time is ticking - there's no time left - i'm in a hurry - but you, oh you.. you'll never fade - u r inevetible - ur everything to me - ur my life, my dreams, my spirit, my whole, my mate, my breath, my all where r u? shall i look into books? places? pages? sites? or just think about u? you are the completness of a human being you are my music my life - my death - my all - but who are u? who are you? shall i search again? or search no more? should i look further?? i wonder if u even exist - i wonder if you are already gone! dead perhaps or sleeping - maybe - maybe im being sarcastic, or maybe im being a dreamer! but you - oh you - your gone! and i ll always be! you are an image of nothing anymore.. "i hate this page i ve just wrote! it s sad and am happy" Friday, March 09, 2007, 9:49:59 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

WHY ???

what about us?
i always start with a question..the endless question of y?
why everthing?
someone said "some men see things the way they are and say why, i dream things that never where and say why not".
so i'm in a bus
a pretty girl
sitting next to me
spirits are all over the place
a child playing with her hair
a mother shouting at her baby
a guy falling asleep
a pretty lady, feeling disgusted.
people in space
no place
no place
only SPACE
matter and people
hovering within the room
a dance floor
loud music
food
drinks
drunks
noise
ammmmmmman ammmmman
tears are everywhere
majic in the air
it smells like vanilla
smells like love
and then drops of water
is it rain?
or tears?
tears from heaven?in heaven?
solo
darkness
fear, hmmm
no!
lonliness
what is love?
i need you to need me
i want you to want me
the street is too calm, its full of nothing, its just a foggy road, the way, it takes u to no where, no where that u can end up happy!
majic again
and again
but what is majic without the majician?
life is this majic, and majic is this lie..
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Sunday, February 04, 2007, 4:06:24 AM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

death or calm sleep

HAARY UP

What is life?

What do we do?

Where do we go?

Questions

Living

Life

Love

Hatred

Enjoy it

Matters

people

society

nations

Politics

A smile

A thought

An idea

A glimpse of the truth is what lies beneath every soul

A truth unexplored

A world unseen

A movie

A thought

A concept

A whole life

Again a smile

A touch

Light Power Destruction Beauty Calmness Spirit

Sound of silence

Notes Eruption

What are these doing?

Why?

The Whole

Us - We - Me - I

Scared

Loved

Missed

Cared

Caring

Use

Stupid

Moments of life

Nature

Evolution

Technology

Thinking

Thinking

Thinking

Thin king

Thin

King

King

King

ing

ing

Doing

Writing

Loving

Fucking

...

Infinite is everything'

We are part of everything

Some call it GOD

Others search for itOthers feel it

Some see itAnd some think

While others live it

We are what we are never going to understand

So many words

Letters

Texts

Languages

Religions

Faiths

Beliefs

Feelings

Emotions

Sights

Insights

Words

Words

Words

Endlessly drifting into the deepest of the shallow ecstasy of life

Skins

Hiding

Secrets

Exploration

Exposure

Exponentials

Acceptance

Regardless of thy words, thou shalt never stop thinking anymore

Scratch

Hatch

Traditions Repeat

Stop and pause

Some things are missing

A book

Some words

Some ideas Need to be spread out

Who am I?

I am who I think I am never going to be

That's a closure

But inside there shall always be an...

Breath Knowledge

Tendency

Scattered images

Images

Files

Order

Lines

Climax

A climax

Cry Cry Cry

Alone?

anyone in there>?

Hello

Let go

Be merry

Smile

Happy

Positive let us be

Being

Being

Focus

And never give up

Just

Never

Do it

Do it

Do it

Never stop it

Dance

Under the rain

They say

They say

They say

What does it matter if they say?

Does it really matter?

Me...

I

Only the whole

Only everything has everything

Enough?Never enough?

Death or calm sleep

Saturday, February 17, 2007

nothing-ness

LOOK UP THE SKY
YEAH
LOOK AT THE STARS
YEAH I DONT WANNA PLAY
I DNT WANNA WATCH
I JUST WANNA BE
WHAT I WANNA BE
YOU OR ME?
IT IS UP...
I DON'T KNOW
WHAT U MIGHT THINK
WHAT THEY MIGHT SAY I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW I
I
I
I LOOK UP THE SKY
AND I SEE YOU
U
I C U
I C U
I C U I'M HERE FOR YOU
RIGHT HERE FOR YOU
RIGHT HERE FOR YOU
YEAH
LIFE
LIFE
LIFE
WHAT MAKES LIFE
WE MAKE LIFE
WE LIVE LIFE LIVE
LIFE
SHIT
WHAT!
I ASKED... WHAT?
HE SAID ITS HARD.
WHAT'S HARD?
LIFE.
YOU SEEM SO CONFIDENT.
DO I?
YES.
YOU SEEM LIKE A MAN WITH LOTS OF EXPERIENCE.
DO I?
YES.
HOW?
I DONT KNOW, MAYBE BECAUSE YOU TALK AS IF YOU ARE.
OH! SILENCE.
WHAT?
I SAID SILENCE.
MUSIC PLAYS, PEOPELE LISTEN.
LIFE SHATTERED IN THE DARK, THERE' S ALWAYS LIGHT.
HOW COME?
WELL ITS ALL ABOUT WHAT U MAKE YOUR SELF BELEIVE.
WELL, I'VE NEVER MET ME.. WELL. ONE DAY U WILL...
ITS AN INITIAL ADOPTION OF..
ECSATSY..
VOMITING TILL ECSTASY..
WOW
YEAH
WOW LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
LOVE
DESIRE
DESIRE
DESIRE
DESIRE
WHAT
WHAT
WHAT IS LIFE WHAT IS LIFE
TOO LONG YEAH OKAY
SURE
YES
OKAY
AHA
YUP
EMHM
HMM
EXACTLY
ACTUALL
YPRECISELY DEADLY !!! SILENCIO SILENCE BUENAS BEUATIFULL BUTTERFLY SEXY BED MAKING LOVE
FLYING IN THE SKIES THE SKIES YES! THE SKIES THE SKIES ARE NO LONGER THE LIMITS DARKNESS IS NO LONGER THE STRENGTH LIGHT... PULLS YOU RIGHT INTO THE LIGHT A PATH
YES! A PATH
FULL
FULLFILMENT
FULLFILMENT
FULLFILL STOP!
REWIND
BACK TO BACK A STACK... A CHILD
A DAY
NOTHINGNESS ...