FeeLinGs

tik tak - time is ticking - there's no time left - i'm in a hurry - but you, oh you.. you'll never fade - u r inevetible - ur everything to me - ur my life, my dreams, my spirit, my whole, my mate, my breath, my all where r u? shall i look into books? places? pages? sites? or just think about u? you are the completness of a human being you are my music my life - my death - my all - but who are u? who are you? shall i search again? or search no more? should i look further?? i wonder if u even exist - i wonder if you are already gone! dead perhaps or sleeping - maybe - maybe im being sarcastic, or maybe im being a dreamer! but you - oh you - your gone! and i ll always be! you are an image of nothing anymore.. "i hate this page i ve just wrote! it s sad and am happy" Friday, March 09, 2007, 9:49:59 PM

WHY ???

what about us?

i always start with a question..the endless question of y?

why everthing?

someone said "some men see things the way they are and say why, i dream things that never where and say why not".

so i'm in a bus

a pretty girl

sitting next to me

spirits are all over the place

a child playing with her hair

a mother shouting at her baby

a guy falling asleep

a pretty lady, feeling disgusted.

people in space

no place

no place

only SPACE

matter and people

hovering within the room

a dance floor

loud music

food

drinks

drunks

noise

ammmmmmman ammmmman

tears are everywhere

majic in the air

it smells like vanilla

smells like love

and then drops of water

is it rain?

or tears?

tears from heaven?in heaven?

solo

darkness

fear, hmmm

no!

lonliness

what is love?

i need you to need me

i want you to want me

the street is too calm, its full of nothing, its just a foggy road, the way, it takes u to no where, no where that u can end up happy!

majic again

and again

but what is majic without the majician?

life is this majic, and majic is this lie..

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